However!
We had our second date yesterday. I woke up around 7 in the morning and couldn't sleep anymore because I was so excited (and the kittens were wrestling on my feet.) I primped and then I waited. When Kibbin came home from work I warned him that he would need to make himself scarce. He is kind of weirded out by how secretive Jkitty is around him. He wants to be friends and can't understand why she won't be open with him. I understand, though.
I must admit the idea of me being poly is kind of odd. A good odd, though. I like girls.
When she finally arrived I was so happy to see her I got shy. I seem to do that a lot around her. We went up to my room, which was a little too intimate for me because I equate the bedroom with being naked, sleeping, and sex. None of which I was planning on doing with her that day.
So after kissing a little and almost going further, I caught myself and suggested we go downstairs. We made a rice dinner with cucumbers, and then we talked about some pretty deep things. She was so brave to tell me all she did. Every time I see her, I get a new feeling. This time it was a fierce desire to protect her, kind of like a mother wildcat with her kit. As long as I can do something about it, I will make sure she is safe. It's so strange, I feel like I would take a bullet for her.
After that some things caught up with her and I had a worried moment. That is unpleasant.
Then we cuddled a little on the couch and tried to watch a movie. I liked the way she fit snugly in to my body.
